Today we had our second baby scan .Me and billy sat there and watched our little baby on the screen .It was so good felt so real. I could feel him kick and i see the movement on the screen . The man was doing all the measurements, we asked to know the sex, he said its a baby boy but he wasn’t sure as baby was laying in a funny position. We was soo happy to know we was having a boy :) then the man said he had to go get someone. Our faces dropped this is never a good thing, the other lady came in and started to scan. She finally said we would have to be referred to kings college hospital to have a heart scan. She said that there was parts of the heart that she couldn’t see. I was so worried and scared for my baby , I didn’t know what to do we just had to wait till we went to kings , everyone was saying everything will be ok just wait and see and not to worry. This pissed me off th most as how do they know it will be ok ! THEY DONT!
So here i am so great full to the man that done our scan, as he managed to pick up the problem with my sons heart. Many parents don't know till after there baby is born , in some way this is harder living each day worrying thinking the worst , but the good thing was we got to prepare. Also my son wouldn't of survived if we didn't know as he needed medicine as soon as he was born. We felt so scared and felt lik why was it us ? Why our baby ?
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