The Start: 16th March 2010
Today I got up and said good bye to billy then I went to make myself a drink and mum said come and have a fag with me, I ended up telling her I think im pregnant and showing her he test's. She wasn’t happy saying u better not be! Now panicking I waited till 8.30am and called doctors .I had a appointment at 10.30am .So mum went to work and I got ready, I started walking up the hill and thought I saw my step dads car, but anyway walked to the doctors I was a little bit early so sat out side worried smoking a fag.I knew this was wrong but at this time i was not sure i was pregnant. I could see what I thought was my step dads car. I went in and he was in the waiting room I told him what I thought I was there for.I went in to see the doctor, I showed her the two pregnancy tests I had done, she looked and me with a blank face and said well your pregnant, I said are u sure? Don’t you want to do a test? She replied no because they are the same and it says your pregnant! Ok now worried I thought do I txt billy and tell him he is going to be a dad! or do I txt Dan and ask him to wait 4 me? Because I was so excited and scared and just wanted to tell some one.(Billy was at work) I was excited but worried at the same time. Anyway she took a urine sample to send off and gave me a letter to go up the hospital to get a blood test. She said she has booked my antenatal class and my first scan and will receive info in the post. I went out side and told dan he said my first congratulations and it meant a lot. Then I called billy and said your going to be a dad ! He was happy and said he wanted to cry! Anyway dan gave me a lift home then I wated for the man to deliver my new bed. I had to call mum because she asked me to let her know, so I did she wasn’t sure if I was telling the truth. She wasn’t happy. My bed arrived and I put it together its big and looks good i'm happy. Billy came home and was excited and then we walked to hospital and got the blood tests out of the way, then I went home, billy went to his 4 dinner. Mum came home and didn't say much, I could tell that she had told woody(her partner).We had a chat she was disappointed in me! I went to bed that night with lots of thoughts going throught my head like how to tell my dad and brother and worried of what there reaction would be.What will I call my baby and where will I live? How will I cope with money.
So here is the first day i found out i was pregnant . check back tomorrow for the next day . x
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