13th November 2010
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Meeting Dylan for the fist time
His first feed. |
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| First feed |
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| mummy and Dylan at 2am |
Today was the first day i got to go and hold my baby boy , my dad and step mum took me down to PICU to meet him , he was he cutest most beautiful baby i have ever seen,(yes i would say that he is my baby ). I was aloud to give him cuddles and change his bum , also i gave him his fist feed in his mouth , i gave him my best milk hat i had stored in a syringe. The feeling of holding my baby was amazing , the nurses have said he has been such a good boy he has already got certificates. Today Dylan had lots of visitors which was very over whelming for me , I just wanted to sit the peacefully and sit holding him. Dylan didn't look to scary he was rigged up to the heat monitor , also he has a set of lines in his had to they could give him antibiotics and his medicine to keep the duct open , they say on the 16th November he will have his operation. I am petrified even more now as i have met my baby i do not want to lose him. One thing that really annoyed me to day was that i told he PICU nurses that the midwife on the maternity wad didn't let me come see my baby last night and they said i should complain about her as she was not aloud to do that and if i had called them they would of came and got me. The nurses on PICU are amazing they are so kind and will explain every thing to you. They made Dylan a diary and each day the nurses and family wrote in it. The second night i had gone back to the maternity wad for a rest and my medication, i managed to express milk so i called PICU and they said i could take it over to him , So in my night dress i walked through st Thomas hospital to Evelina and sat with Dylan till 2am. I didn't wan't to go and leave him.
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