First midwife appointment 16th July 2010

I had an appointment at the doctors with my midwife,  i explained everything and she tryed to explain the best she could back to me because by now i had got in such a fluster and couldn't remember all of what was going on! She got the doper and listened to baby’s heart beat . This nearly made me cry to hear it so strong yet he has so many problems. the professor said he should be ok all though the pregnancy and maybe up to a year before he will need an op, and that i would have to give birth at st Thomas hospital so he could get the best care. and that i would need to be induced. Here came the worries what is I went in to labour before the due date what if I wasn’t near the hospital would my baby survive , will my baby be took away from me at st Thomas.I couldn’t help but keep thinking  how will we cope will he survive.

Im so glad i had this midwife i managed to have the same one all the way through. She called up st thomas and asked all the questions i was worried about . She even came to see me at home . The feelings was so sad at this point of my pregnancy.